lama sangat aku x update blog...ni suma pasal keja punya pasal....2 bulan aku x tulis apa2...nk tulis pon balik2 benda yang sama....kerenah customer, supervisor yang berletiaq , tengok duet , susun barang, bangla yg macam2...aiyyyarrkk rindunya situasi x keja dlu...tp x jugakk aku keja dok wat benda yang sama gak kt umah....pg2 bukak tv bukak laptop lpas tu terkedang xtaw nak wat pa...at least keja ni mcm2 gak aku tgk...mcm2 bnda jadi
tp aku penat....penatt sgt...12 hours per day everyday except on wednesday...thnking dat i need to use dat money during my degree i willingly sacrifice every tension,stress, body aches, boredom, madness, jealousy n yada yada dat i hv to face every single day 4 d sake of d name M O N E Y....aku jeles kt org yg x yah keja yang parents boley tanggung suma...aku hat keja ni pon rs cm x cukup nak tampung fmily pon...
dis ramadhan is just d same month i face every month...i dont feel d spirit of ramadhan...i find it very lame, boring n hungry...blame to the job...wake up at 5 n eat for bout 10 mins at most n quickly back to d bed...nw i really treasure my sleepng time...every minute is worth sleepng....today i succeed to go for my terawih ...i sat down at d surau...its beautiful...lot of things changd...while i was waitg 4 azan ishak i rmembrd d time when my father was around...d time wen we breakfast togthr n walk to the surau wif aziz me n him....n wen i sit down at the saf i can see him n aziz seeking place at d saf to pray through d langsir they set between muslim n muslimah....today i looked thru dat langsir again n i wish i could see him but hes not ther....i missd d moment wen i saw him n i said in my heart " ha nampak pon abah!!"...i almost cried but im a strong girl....then i menguap...so memang berair la mata....aku memang macam ni...kalu aku tahan nages pastu seminit dua sakgi aku menguap la...pastu bru prasaan nk nages tu lega sebab air mata da kuar....
oohhh i dont knw how my raya is going to be...i bet i wont feel anytin plus bored except dat i feel so blessed i cn stay at home wif my fmily...thank allah dat i got d chance to work here...i got to knw every staff ther n they r all nice n so generous in terms of food...keja aku kedarah ja..i plan to go beraya at their house..n they r all a very good cook...so at least my raya is meaningful go jalan2 to everyones house
soooooookkkkkkkk keja oiii~~~~ uhukkkxxxx
