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hurrmm..again in nani's room..bored, starving, sad, moody, alone n any other negative mood..hehehe..there's 2 things that made me feel this way..'AIN' and ' this anonymous person'..

ain-she got maktab n decided wanted to go..huhu she jz finished packed up all her things n went out with kak e, intan, ezah, aina, fira and others to mega kot.. i dont hv any mood to join them so jz stay in the room on9..hurmm..after this no more shouting n yelling of "najwaaaaaaaa" from her..i got lots of memories with her..we were housemates last sem and it was really100x great..having secrets together hua3( ye ke) gosips, ngumpats and many more ^^ ngenge..wwaaaa gonna miss her very much...=(..really..up until dis sem i had lost 3 good frens..ifah , mijah n ain T_T..there r my good frens..luv them so much..miss mijah n ifah..miss to watch movies wif both of them n b4 sleep we would talk talk talk and laugh until we got so tired to speak..n the fasting month, raya, balok n many more..wwuuaa feel like want to cry olledy.. hhuurrmmm

anonymous- dia ckp nk on9...aku pon epi ja laa cz lma dia x cntact aku..asyik aku ja..nk gak dia cntact aku lakk..mcm x igt aku ja...janji nk kol 530..bila aku kol tny napa x kol blik dia ckp sabarrrr laa...pastu 6 lebey pon kol pkai public ckp sorryy x ley on cz ada hal pastu ltak cm2 jaa...
sakit ati tol..punya la kedkot smpai nk ckp 2 minit pon x ley...=( kecewanya sayaa...am i making the wrong decision this past few years...tired,bored n dissappointed...when 'dia' gonna change this attitude...huhu =(...nk buat donno bley tp lpas2 tu mula la x ley...haaiisshh la....cant dis people understand my feeling or im too emosional..

today after mgrib prayer..i cried...y..bcoz of everytin dat happened today...bcoz of ain, mijah, ifah, anonymous n other thing...lama da x nagez..tp kali ni nagez x puas cz ada lg prasaan x puas ati tuh..nk balikkkk!!!!!...nk jmpa family..nk lepak sama2 nk tgk tv sama2 nk masak2 n mcm2 lagi T_T...jeles 4 those who can go home EVERY weekend..aku nie nk blik sebulan skali pon tercekik!! apatah lg nk merasa dok sehari kt umh pon payah..naseb2..

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